Sexual Sanctity: A Memoir of My Burning Times and Learning Times

Introduction

Copyright ©️ 2023, Anshin B. Kelly, KaleidoShin

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To My Five Beloved Children, and Loving Husband:

This Book, and the Meaning of my Life; could only manifest because of you.

Introduction

I think I'd pretty much decided long ago to never write or speak about this extremely personal topic. The main reasons are rooted in the scars on my heart, mind and spirit caused by verbal, emotional and spiritual burns; primarily by many members of my religious community, and more numerous members of secular communities I grew up in. The former primarily came from religious members who had committed sexual indiscretions and needed an easy, vulnerable scapegoat they could attack and deflect their feelings of worthlessness on, and the latter were primarily people who also needed a whipping post they could torment, in order to try and distract themselves from their unhappiness caused by sexual actions that lacked self-care, or boundaries. The former inflicted "scripture beatings," and the latter jeered, mocked and ostracized me. Why I've decided to finally write about it, is far beyond me; literally, in the sense that I am compelled by a Higher Love.

I grew up in the late '90s and early 2000's. The breakdown of family had already been implemented, and cultivated for decades in American Culture. In response to the chaos that ensued in the course of the birth, and upbringing of subsequent generations in those decades, religious groups doubled, and tripled down on more fanatical, and rigid mentalities concerning sexuality and marriage. This response in turn only inflamed the secular, and modernistic groups to quadruple down on mentalities that cultivated and encouraged sexual laxity and/or sexually graphic education in all age groups, especially, in minors.

The religious community I grew up in is the only religious group I know of in the world who has taught a radical spiritual, and cultural concept called "Absolute Sex." This profound concept presents the fact that first of all, Creation Energy is Sexual Energy. In other words, the Core Energy of the Universe is sexual, but is not isolated to the physical sex act between mammals or humans. It unapologetically exposes the foundational, spiritual and physical reality, that the Core Function of the Universe pulses from the rhythmic, and purpose-driven principle, that Opposing Forces originate from a Core Higher Impulse or Love, namely, Yin and Yang, who in turn are attracted to each other through this same Core Impulse; create a "Common Base” that in turn generates a third reality. The word "Absolute" refers to the fact that these Principles are an unchanging reality; no matter what, magnets both facing each other on their "negative" charge, or in the same fashion, the "positive charge," will never attract; whereas if their opposing sides are facing each other, they will always attract.

In other words, all Cosmic Relations from the molecular to the physical are governed by this "Absolute'' unchanging law. A lightning storm is a phenomenal thing to watch, from a safe distance. Thunder and lightning are created through the same Yin/Yang, positive/negative laws described above. The sexual act between a man and a woman can be just as phenomenal to experience, if not, ever so much more so. However, the radical concept or teaching of "Absolute Sex" then maintains with unwavering certainty, that, just as a lightning storm should be respected for its phenomenal power and beauty, lest a person be destroyed by it, so must, in many ways, an even more strong and wise view, attitude and practice needs to be honored with the Sexual, Creation Act between men and women.